?

Log in

No account? Create an account
 
 
09 June 2016 @ 04:16 pm
A Few Points.  
Just a few points, because I'm too tired to do more than a few.

- I have a chest cold that came on last night. Yay.

- My mother has moved in with us. Probably forever. I'll give you the whole run-down when I feel better, it is a hell of a rundown.

- I have fallen into a pretty suck ass depression, which hasn't happened in a couple of years, so double yay. Or are we on triple yay?

+ Finally get to celebrate The Nephew's birthday with him. Actual yay. Taking him and his sister and one of his cousin's to Chuckie Cheese this weekend. Chuckie Cheese is the ninth circle of hell, but they do have skeeball.

+ Our back deck is almost finished. Should be finished tomorrow!

+ Finally got to show Dad my pics from Comic Con. He got excited every time he recognized a cosplay character. His fav was the dude dressed as the Stay-Puft Marshmallow man.

Also, here is a group my friend denyce started for people dealing with grief. She sadly lost her mom about two years ago and her brother last year and things have been hard, so she thought maybe if she could use support, there are others out there who could as well. Pimp or join, people.

That is all.
 
 
 
Trigger Warning: Lifematchboximpala on June 10th, 2016 11:16 pm (UTC)
Oh no, your mom? Well I guess we'll hear soon what that is about. I am so sorry, though.

And I wouldn't be surprised if that is what is contributing to your depression. Sending many good thoughts your way!

xo
dodger_sister: thinkingdodger_sister on June 12th, 2016 10:45 pm (UTC)
Oh no, your mom? Well I guess we'll hear soon what that is about. I am so sorry, though.

Mostly it's about her BP dropping out for no reason and her mental status being altered and her not taking care of herself at home, like not drinking, eating or taking her meds and refusing help and peeing her bed and not telling anyone until we find her in her own urine. It's like she has dementia except it's all coming from the BP and whatever the root cause of that is, but we don't know what the root cause is! By living here, we can give her the best quality of life possible. For her. Clearly not the best possible for us.

And I wouldn't be surprised if that is what is contributing to your depression. Sending many good thoughts your way!

Oh, absolutely! I am feel crowded, claustrophobic, cabin fever, isolated, overwhelmed and an using way too many spoons just by not having my normal quiet level throughout the day. It's also probably a root cause of why I got a chest cold. I am using all my spoons just trying to talk with her (mostly deaf and unable to comprehend words, yet still is siting on taking nonstop) that I have weakened my immune system, so now I'm sick. And depressed. My counselor is back in July. I keep focusing on that fact.

Thank for the support, bb! <3


Edited at 2016-06-12 10:46 pm (UTC)